My Imaginary Friend by MintBunnyofTerror, literature
Literature
My Imaginary Friend
As I sat by myself,
My mind created
An imaginary friend
It criticized me
But it was someone
That could stand me
It started
As a small voice
In the back of my head
Whispering insults
But I was too happy
To understand or listen
It grew a little every day
Every month
Every year
It went from
Scolding
To tearing me apart
It ruined friendships
With the people
I cared for
It ruined relationships
With the people
That cared for me
I used to cry
But that was
When I cared
And now it's
All and everything
That I can hear
And every day,
As I sit alone
My head lets in
This imaginary friend,
Who only wants
To hurt me.
Once, I was verbally bullied,
By one who I called a friend.
I didn't know why ME she bullied.
It took a while for me to understand...
Though the words cut deep and hard,
Her voice like the crack of a whip,
And the struggle to stay afloat was hard,
She and I were still joined by the hip.
Then, one day, her words hit straight home,
And something slapped sense into me...
Never again would she hit to home...
Yes, that, I could foresee.
When she unleashed her tongue of hate,
I simply gave no reaction.
It snapped back into her mouth, that tongue of hate,
And my feelings gained more traction.
I told her of the things that stung,
She seemed to
My Imaginary Friend by MintBunnyofTerror, literature
Literature
My Imaginary Friend
As I sat by myself,
My mind created
An imaginary friend
It criticized me
But it was someone
That could stand me
It started
As a small voice
In the back of my head
Whispering insults
But I was too happy
To understand or listen
It grew a little every day
Every month
Every year
It went from
Scolding
To tearing me apart
It ruined friendships
With the people
I cared for
It ruined relationships
With the people
That cared for me
I used to cry
But that was
When I cared
And now it's
All and everything
That I can hear
And every day,
As I sit alone
My head lets in
This imaginary friend,
Who only wants
To hurt me.
Once, I was verbally bullied,
By one who I called a friend.
I didn't know why ME she bullied.
It took a while for me to understand...
Though the words cut deep and hard,
Her voice like the crack of a whip,
And the struggle to stay afloat was hard,
She and I were still joined by the hip.
Then, one day, her words hit straight home,
And something slapped sense into me...
Never again would she hit to home...
Yes, that, I could foresee.
When she unleashed her tongue of hate,
I simply gave no reaction.
It snapped back into her mouth, that tongue of hate,
And my feelings gained more traction.
I told her of the things that stung,
She seemed to
I'm restless tonight, like all other nights,
But this night is different,
It's much more bitter and lonesome,
As if the very atmosphere has shifted to something colder.
Even though the core of my room is still warm,
I can't help feeling this icy crushing sensation all around me,
I'm lying here, finding drowsiness more and more alien
And all I wish is that I could at least daydream.
The atmosphere is shifting again,
Now not only is it colder, but it's also suffocating,
Clouds of ash grows and rises from beneath the floor,
It hurts to simply breathe now.
I'm lying here, restless, on this strange night,
Gasping for fresh air and wondering,
Wo
I was lying in bed in my white room,
It wasn't late at night, but I went to sleep anyways,
There was nothing better to do.
So I started to dream,
Finally, a world that was a little less bleak,
In my dream I was hiking mountains and large hills,
Climbing up high heights and trekking down steep slopes,
The weather was constantly changing.
After a while the hills got smaller and smaller,
Until I landed on flat land that seemed to stretch for eternity,
The ground was a strange color and it was very cold,
But somehow this place was still less bleak than before I fell asleep.
As I walked on, the sky turned bright white
And sparks of lightning
I was tagged by ~Thediamondintherough (https://www.deviantart.com/thediamondintherough)
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Rules: (I copied this from The diamondintherough who copied it from Vedokun) Screw the rules. I'm just gonna explain the idea of this and that's that. Each tagged person has to come up with 10 facts about themselves, answer the previous taggers' 10 questions and make up 10 new questions for the tagged people to answer.
My 10 facts:
1. I dislike almonds.
2. I don't have a favorite color. I like color and that's about it. :)
3. I look like I'm 11. T-T
4. I am 5'4".
5. I surprise people with how perverted I actually am.
6. Know-it-alls annoy me so much, but I fear that I seem/am like one
Hello! Welcome to my rage journal, where I complain about something completely irrelevant to your lives! Here we go!!! :)
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OK NOW THAT THAT IS OUT I WILL BEGIN COMPLAINING THANK YOU
I received a text message from a friend that said, "You're a nice person which I like but you're too nice to the point where you're afraid to tell the truth" This person is referring to when I refused to call them fat. They aren't.
To which I replied, "Sorry, I get it. I've been told that before." (The first half, that I'm too